I'm sort of stuck, or blocked you might say. I'm not feeling motivated to write anything right now. I want to publish some posts, but I just can't bring myself to sit down and think long enough to come up with something worthwhile. I just have too many things running through my head right now.
How about a little sneak peek inside my mind... be careful, it's scary in there.
**23 more days of school is not a lot, but feels like an eternity away.
**I don't want to go to work.
**This is my last week of duty for school. I hate duty!! On duty weeks we only end up with about 25 minute break all day.
**I am sooo tired, but it's my own fault. I stayed up too late every night this past week.
**We have another house showing today, but I doubt anything will come of it, just like the last 3 or 4.
**I'm so tired of cleaning the house for showings that are pointless.
**Brent is working the night shift tonight. I wonder how many nights he will be working. I stay up even later when he's not home.
**I have to get myself and the kids up and out the door by 6:00 am tomorrow to bring Jackson to my mom's house. I hate that! Brent normally takes him, but not when he's on shift work.
**Why are my students acting like crazy people? (worse than normal)
**Jackson had a grumpy couple of hours yesterday. I hope he's not coming down with something.
**I can't believe in 23 days I will be unemployed.
**I need to start making a list of projects I need to tackle this summer.
**I want to create a recipe binder.
**Our bathtubs really need a good scrub.
**I got to jog at the park 3 times in the past week and I LOVE it. It makes me feel so much better when I can exercise. I really hope nothing gets in my way again(sick kids, or Brent's work schedule) and keeps me from working out for weeks, because then I have trouble getting back in the swing of it.
**I really need to lose weight. Why is it so stinking hard??
**I really want some nachos at the concession stand Thursday during Austin's game, but I will not get any because I need to lose weight dang it!!
**Abigail has had a really bad attitude lately. What are we doing wrong? How can we get our sweet happy girl back?? She isn't supposed to act like this until she is a teenager!!
**I'm jealous of people with no responsibilities other than themselves or their spouse. Now I'm feeling guilty because I love my kids, they are just soooo much work! I wouldn't change anything, I just wish I had appreciated and enjoyed my life a little more before all the responsibilities started piling on.
**I wish that me and Brent could go on dates more often. We see each other a lot, but I miss going out on dates.
**I need to remember to put my calories in MyFittnessPal for those fruit gummies I just ate.
**What should we make for supper tonight??
**Austin and Abigail went on bowling field trips and I couldn't go with either or them. I don't have any days off left to use. I can't wait until next year when I don't have to miss any of their stuff anymore.
**Tonight is our last night of Team Kids at church. I loved teaching Team Kids, but it will be nice to have our Wednesdays back. We don't have dance or softball/baseball on Wednesdays, so it will be completely free. I could go jogging every Wednesday. That would be awesome.
OK, that's enough. I could keep going, but I'll stop before I lose followers.
So for those 7 of you that read my blog, if you've been wondering where I've been, there you go. I've been lost inside my head. There are so many things going on right now I might not be blogging as often, but I'm still here.